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Today was a usual slow paced, lazy, lots of yoga doing day. I did sit in the hot tub though. That was superb. My muscles are sore from yoga. Hot tub felt lovely. Can I tell you how awesome it felt to be sore in placed other than my calves and feet?? I feel functional again.
Annnnd then I went swimming. Swimming used to be my release, my safety, a passion. Now, it seems like a memory of "the good old days". When I kick I don't go anywhere. My legs used to be what made me the swimmer I was. Big strong Tongan legs. (Probably the only reason I didn't mind a Tongan feature.) I'm sure I'll get the kicking thing down again but I just want to swim. I want to flip turn. I want to dive. Buuut I'll take this one day at a time. That's all I can do for now. I'm counting down the days until Brett gets home by doctor's appointments and what days I might take Ambien. Sleep hasn't improved and my body feels it. I took a 45 minute nap today and I feel like that's all the sleep my body will allow for the next week. Sigh... I know this blog post seems pretty bleak. I'm am just fine. Just getting tired of the same old same old. I probably shouldn't take this for granted because once Bretticus gets home we'll be moving a thousand miles a minute getting everything back in order. I'm so ready for a change of face.
Tonight after hot tubbing Kami and I ran into some deer... elk.... I'm not sure what they were but they were huge. The biggest I've ever seen a deer... or elk... whatever it was. They looked like camels. Although, Kami did inform me that camels were much bigger. I need to check out this camel deal. I need to go to the zoo sometime and see for myself. They have camels at the zoo right? I feel silly not knowing. I figure they have elephants and tigers, they would totally have something that I imagine is a bit less captivating than the lions and tigers and bears. Aaaannnnyway, enough about animals...
I want to be in the medical field. I also like the idea of cosmetology. Maybe I can find a happy medium in the best of both worlds doing people's hair and makeup in hospitals. I'll put an IV in 'em and so we can stay friends I'll do their hair. Brilliant.
Oh! (Boring but whatever) I painted my nails today. I don't think I've painted my nails since I was a sophomore.
I'm going to try and relax now. Wish me luck.